It is a memorial day.
You're Leaving, I Can't Do Anything About This
By the time You read this article on my blog, You're already out of my sight.
Dont worry it's not a poem, i know You hate poem.
And i know you hate English, but I love to studying a foreign language
Right now,maybe you're probably sitting on the couch,in your Boarding house.
After 3 years shipper in the place where You can find anything at weird hour, You're going home.
Not for vacation, but going home, 'home'.
You said you're gonna live there for a while, doing some research, and enjoying your campus/collage life.
You haven't plan what You'll do (and where You'll live) after that yet.
Just like me, You have goin' where the wind blows attitude.
When You told me about it a year ago, I'm happy,but also worried at the same time.
I'm busy with my collage and my Final project, I only able to chat You once (Of course if I want to).
I saw your eyes became teary, seeing me giving a birthday gift,although only a credit of 100K.
That's the second time i saw You almost crying in front of me.
The first one is when I made your TIK homework 2 years ago when no one else did.
I didn't go to the train station to accompany You (and saying goodbye) at that time.
Are You upset? Sorry. That's the safest thing to do. I'm afraid that i'll try stopping You to go.
I don't want to be the one that blocking You from achieve your dreams
You know I always support You, like how You always support me.
You're Leaving, I Can't Do Anything About This
By the time You read this article on my blog, You're already out of my sight.
Dont worry it's not a poem, i know You hate poem.
And i know you hate English, but I love to studying a foreign language
Right now,maybe you're probably sitting on the couch,in your Boarding house.
After 3 years shipper in the place where You can find anything at weird hour, You're going home.
Not for vacation, but going home, 'home'.
You said you're gonna live there for a while, doing some research, and enjoying your campus/collage life.
You haven't plan what You'll do (and where You'll live) after that yet.
Just like me, You have goin' where the wind blows attitude.
When You told me about it a year ago, I'm happy,but also worried at the same time.
I'm busy with my collage and my Final project, I only able to chat You once (Of course if I want to).
I saw your eyes became teary, seeing me giving a birthday gift,although only a credit of 100K.
That's the second time i saw You almost crying in front of me.
The first one is when I made your TIK homework 2 years ago when no one else did.
I didn't go to the train station to accompany You (and saying goodbye) at that time.
Are You upset? Sorry. That's the safest thing to do. I'm afraid that i'll try stopping You to go.
I don't want to be the one that blocking You from achieve your dreams
You know I always support You, like how You always support me.
I always choose the friend if friends. And I'm an introvert, but not antisocial.And I'm a guy who could be considered humorous, loyal, kind, and wise. you think?
Buat also I lost purposes to live my life to the fullest.
I'm just not happy. I feel empty. At that point I have to make sure that I was okay. Such as carefree
Then i met You,our new classmates and our other squad members.
We are all so different, yet so much alike. We became BFF.
As time goes by, when they left one by one, pursuing their dreams You became the closest one to me.
If we recall our school life,to hang out with You and continue our random chit-chat. Or just share stories.
I feel happy around You, everything just feel all right.
We've been through countless lunch together in the different restaurant with your squad,yet those time felt fun.
I'm glad You're there when they're happened.
And unlike everyone elses, You feel like home
I always need You and always coming back to You.
Sure, we argued a lot, sounds like a lovers' quarrel they said. But you've got a "lovely boy". Yes, someone special. and I could only be a secret admirer.
And you almost forget about your boyfriend for the sake of hangout with me
But we cant go days without talk to each other.
I Never Meant To Like You More Than Our Other BFF, but I Love You
and i want to thank You for many things:
1. Thank you for always being fun even when we’re not having fun.
Doing nothing with You for hours is fun.
Like when you sit in front of me in our class reading book and i'm listen to music with my cellphone behind you.
Routine mundane things when you entrusted me to buy food or something with You are entertaining too.
Feel like I can do anything with you and it won’t suck.
2. Thank You for Remember Literally Everything
From where i put my keys,shoes,etc
And remind me of prayer time. and it makes me HAPPY and embarrassed. Of course I'll do it
We often joke around in front of our friends that we're each others' secretary.
You remember my agenda, and i'm the one who checked and correct your what you write
(for task, social media status & caption, etc)
3.Thank You for Knowing All the Things I Don’t.
With You, i learned new things.
We had good, stimulating convos bout art, movies, philosophy, etc.
Something i never had with others.
4. Thank You for Genuinely Concerned bout My Life
You always listening, even when you’re tired.
You want to protect me. Like when You mad at me cause I went partying (dugem Coeg)
and taste a cigarette for the first time.
No one did that to me.
I just need to let loose myself a bit.
5. Thank You for Sharing Those TV Shows
You're not a huge fans of NARUTO or MotoGP.
but in times You like asking me about the plots or the Race/Riders cause You know i'm so into them
And your enthusiasm about some JAPANESE ANIME made me watch all of them too.
There were time when we watch them together at your house.
6. Thank You for Being a 'Different Friend'
A bestfriend that feel like a girl best friend, lesbian best friend and a girlfriend at same time.
I can write tons sentences to explain that.
7. Most importantly, thank you for being You
Thanks for being hilarious, witty, unique, straightforward, funny, loving girl.
I'm happy You came into my life.
It's not my first time having my BFFs left to other cities (or islands).
But with You is different.I wonder if You feel the same.
But if you do not feel the same way, no problem. I accept your decision. At least this will remind you.
Do You realize why i write this in English instead of our language?
Yes, take this as your practice. Indonesia has entered the Asean Economic Community and go International :D hehe.
Girl, I wished we can joked around like this forever!!! I always pray for you!
Please stay in touch. Work hard and good luck in pursue your dream! Amiin!
Till we meet face to face, side by side, again.
Love You always,
ラッキー グッド Wicaksono / Lucky Bagus Wicaksono
Your partner in crime.
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